so many of my friends have families with money and my parents bank accounts are just over here like:https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🕸" title="Spinnennetz" aria-label="Emoji: Spinnennetz">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🕸" title="Spinnennetz" aria-label="Emoji: Spinnennetz">

like i get sort of jealous especially if they get like a present from their parents of something that ive been saving to buy myself for a while, but then i feel dumb from being jealous of something out of my control and mostly just feel happy for themhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">

im really glad that my friends get nice things and that they dont have to experience some of the shit ive been through because seeing them happy makes me happy, but it just kinda stingshttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤧" title="Niesendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Niesendes Gesicht">

i just realized how ranty this thread ishttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤧" title="Niesendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Niesendes Gesicht"> i need to stop complaining about everythinghttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥴" title="Woozy face" aria-label="Emoji: Woozy face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥴" title="Woozy face" aria-label="Emoji: Woozy face">