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I feel so bad for my brothers boy grown kids when they have to call me dad.
Because I am gay. Nobody wants a gay dad. Especially a teenager. I feel like I am embarrassing them so I keep distant so their friends don& #39;t mock them at school
The more distance there is, the further away we drift. I don& #39;t know them, they don& #39;t know me. It& #39;s all a shit show..
Sometimes I walk past them when they& #39;re with their friends so they don& #39;t have to talk to me
Sometimes I walk past them when they& #39;re with their friends so they don& #39;t have to talk to me
And I know this because I know body language. I know how to read a teenager. They& #39;re not cool with the idea of having a gay dad but they& #39;re not given a choice so they have to suck it up for me. They& #39;re more comfortable with me in private but not to the level of dad and son.
My nephews on the other hand, ah lovely boys 
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Soooo proud of me. They love me out loud and they claim me in public. If I don& #39;t see them, they scream at me so I notice them. I miss them.
Soooo proud of me. They love me out loud and they claim me in public. If I don& #39;t see them, they scream at me so I notice them. I miss them.
This is the only thing that makes me not want to be gay. If I could take just take it off for a moment for my sons to embrace me, I would gladly take it off and never put it back on. But great, homophobia is going to ruin the relationship I could have had with my sons. Fantastic
Homophobia 1-0 The gays
