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im someone who does not fit in...anywhere. idk how to fit in. and i feel like im worthless bc of that. i don& #39;t understand the fact that i don& #39;t need to fit in. i should simply be myself.

i act like i only have two choices:
a. fit in
b. kms
this is a very deep thought. one that explains part of the basics of what fuels my depression.
i asked myself why I don& #39;t ever dm people? people i like and want to get to know.
of course i will never shoot my gf shot. but what about my friendship shot?
part of the reason i don& #39;t shoot my friendship shot is because im introverted.
another factor is my fear of rejection; the thing that partially fuels my sadness; my fear of not & #39;fitting in& #39; with other people of my age.
why can i not be normal? why can& #39;t i be & #39;cool& #39;? why can& #39;t i be like others? why am I so weird? why do i feel so weird around other people of my age? why do I feel like an outsider? why am i an outsider? outsider...

outsider
that& #39;s the word.
the word that describes me best.
in case if you read any part of this thread, i just want to say, you don& #39;t have to tell me to "be myself". i already know that. idk why i can& #39;t deal with this insecurity. i don& #39;t.
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