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During the length of this epidemic I& #39;ve been finding it difficult to reach out to people and communicate. Whether it& #39;s with friends, mutuals, etc. I& #39;ve struggled to open myself for a very long time and its had a negative impact on me for quite some time.
I& #39;ve had negative experiences with groups in the past, which greatly impacted my perception about who I could lean on without feeling used. It left me at a state which made it difficult for me to approach people and develop new or growing current relationships.
I never want to make my mutuals feel I& #39;m ignoring them or not listening to them. Many of you are some of the most kindest and hardworking people I& #39;ve met on this platform. But I keep letting my past hold me back from making genuine conversations with many I wish to share.
It& #39;s something I still struggle with and I& #39;m never sure if it& #39;s something that& #39;ll completely heal, but I& #39;m trying not to let it consume me. I know there are people out there that mean well and have good intentions. I& #39;m just letting that one event get the best of me.
For anyone that may have experienced similair situations. Lift you heads up high and be with the people that make you feel whole with an iron fist and support you. I& #39;ve looked down on ground for far too long.
This was something I wanted to get out of my chest for some time. I& #39;ll probably delete this sometime later. Sry for making this thread somewhat lengthy. But I appreciate you for taking the time to listen to this dork vent. Thank you.
