i think im gonna put all my anxious tweets into a thread and anyone can watch me crumble in to a pile of anxiety and pain (◍•ᴗ•◍)
first anxious thought: why is it that my account has been around since last july but i am yet to get a michael follow like seriously dude just follow me pls
i don& #39;t like it when people say "yes queen / king preach" or whatever. no one should be given that feeling of power on social media because then they& #39;re just gonna start spewing toxicity and thinking that all the "yes queen go off" will continue (this doesn& #39;t go for everyone)
my last thought was poorly worded but whatever haha
im getting meds today but im scared that they& #39;ll start shifting the way i think / change my personality. i don& #39;t know anything about them but i do know that i like my personality, even if im an anxious blob
i like 5sos but i don& #39;t like this fandom, it just stresses me out honestly like why do some people just have to have attention, I genuinely don& #39;t get it
i want a michael follow really bad but also if i got it i know i& #39;d never tweet again
this has turned into the world& #39;s saddest diary, in that it& #39;s barely about my me and more about me wanting a nom-toxic fandom and a Michael follow
how come my cat knows im talking to him but he still doesn& #39;t come to me? fine, you can stay on the couch. Tuxy.
im starting to think my best friend thinks im the worst. i get that i suck but does she have to radiate such "i hate you go away" vibes?
i need a new phone this one bad
this thread is smelly and bad sorry xx