You ever have a violent realization as to why you& #39;ve been struggling mental health wise and suddenly lots of shit makes sense. Doesn& #39;t cure it, but helps

My mental health always tanks hard core around the anniversaries of my parents deaths. So, christmas eve and late april. It& #39;s kinda a conscious thing, but mostly subconscious. My mom passed away the day before the trailer for hazbin released...

She was bed ridden so I worked on it next to her and she was always really interested and impressed with my progress. She kept telling me how proud she was.... I& #39;d give anything to show her all that I& #39;ve done since, but it was nice in those final days to have that.