I& #39;m still fearing for my life and thinking about how I want to be remembered if I don& #39;t make it through this. I& #39;m even considering revealing an embarrassing secret about me that my family members don& #39;t know much about.
That secret is that I like cartoons, in the past few years, I& #39;ve been watching more cartoons than live action shows. I don& #39;t know if it& #39;s because I& #39;m #ActuallyAutistic or somehting else, but I find most live action shows harder to understand and get into.
I& #39;m usually only interested in live action shows if they have something that I can focus on more, like fantasy, or science fiction, or even just action, and maybe comedy. The problem is that I don& #39;t understand the deeper and more complicated plots besides the action.
I feel kind of simple for being unable to understand those parts and getting easily bored by most live action shows unless they have something that grabs my attention. That& #39;s why I find myself drawn more to cartoon shows, they& #39;re easier for me to be absorbed into.
I would like to watch more live action shows too, I just need to find the right ones. But even when I watch superhero movies, I& #39;m only really interested in the action and the funny moments, I don& #39;t always understand what the main antagonist& #39;s motives are besides fight the heroes.
Anyway, I hate the physical feeling of embarrassment, and that& #39;s what makes it so hard for me to be open about it. And it& #39;s also embarrassing when your parents ask you about it, it just feels silly for reasons I can& #39;t explain.
But I feel like in order for me to truly be myself, I have to try not to keep this side of myself hidden so much. It won& #39;t be easy, but I really want to take this hard time as a chance for me to change some things about myself so if I do come out of it, I& #39;ll be someone else.
So please don& #39;t be surprised if you find me following certain accounts here, and liking, commenting on, and sharing posts to do with cartoons, and some of the other things I& #39;m embarrassed about. It& #39;s not like I& #39;m admitting to liking NSFW stuff (I don& #39;t, it& #39;s not for me).
Alright, this is the end of the thread, I guess.
Darn it, I made at least one typo. But I don& #39;t want to delete this thread and write it all over again
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