I think the (new) hardest thing to deal with is being familiar with what love bombing is when it happens to others but not being able to tell it was happening to me. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💔" title="Broken heart" aria-label="Emoji: Broken heart">

The more I ruminate I keep thinking about how he’d be this wonderfully affectionate person and then leave for a week at a time without saying a word, and then I’d panic, and then he’d come back and I’d settle. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😞" title="Disappointed face" aria-label="Emoji: Disappointed face">