well, I try not to tweet my feelings here and if I do I quickly delete them.

But today has broke me, I& #39;ve never felt this amount of exhaustion from working so hard and feeling like everyone has it out for me

I appreciate everyone& #39;s continued support but I haven& #39;t had a day to by in awhile that someone hasn& #39;t tried saying something, giving me a problem, or I see something fishy happen on my media.

I& #39;m heartbroken with how hard I try to work and just always being second best. I& #39;ll never be the best, and I& #39;ll never be someone& #39;s number one. It just never happens.

and with that, I& #39;m ending this thread and not going to talk about my feelings like this again. I hate opening up like this but I& #39;d like my voice to be heard.